this sounds so shallow and petty and sad

Tom came to the library today during lunch, I have seen him there maybe once before and that was last year. He came over to sit with me and Shawn and Liz to chat for all of 3 minutes before the bell rang. I can't help but think he came to see me. It made me feel special. I haven't talked to him for longer than a minute or so since last year when exchanged yearbooks with him.

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I know I'm up way too late for having chorus tomorrow and having a chance of surviving the rest of the school week, but I wanted to make a journal icon out of some pics I had, and after reducing the pic from 700 something pixels tall to about 90 and making it uber tiny, I have it. So there you see me, playing my violin and I couldn't be happier. I think I might show harrington tomorrow in class, I wonder if he can teach me anything new in his class about photoshop. I wanted to make an icon of my comic but that would take too long. Got my ID at the college today and saw caree's ex boyfriend, we both sort of did the "I better say hi but not in a I am talking to you after what you/I did last year" thing. It was sad. But class was nice. I should be sleeping right now but I really don't feel like sleeping... there's no time to really write more...

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they say that a picture is worth a thousand words. But I think that the picture I took today can pretty much be summed up in 3 words: (this pic scared me too much so I put it behind a cut. I scare myself sometimes. But then again, you should have seen me that day, I really wasn't very angry at all, just in the mood for a photoshoot)this morning around 11 these jahovah's witnesses came to my door trying to sell me a magazine about the government, they weren't all dressed up to go on their mission but one of them was carrying a kid. I told them I wasn't interested and they left, but I was reminded of how I feel when they wont leave. That pic was taken in my basement by the way. I remember wanting to build some sort of "holding area" down there once...