shitzip, ...

shitzip, it's been a while since I updated on here or even really checked it... I had to go through 4 pages of friends entries to get to where I finally regocnized what was going on. I never realized that the A Perfect Circle community updated so much... I went to their concert last night, it was kick ass, 3 Libras sounded wonderful. Daniel was singing along with some of the songs, he has a really good voice... We were all singing along, Of course, i couldn't hear myself so I didn't sing very loud since when that happens despite usually being able to hold a correct note since I know how it feels in my throat, I didn't want to be all shitty. We got to sit up on the balcony and watch after being on the floor and having to move. I filled out a survey. I dunno, I don't have that much to say that's focused on one thing right now so here I am, see y'all later I guess. ----------------------------------The Generic Teenager StereotypeDo you drink [alcohol]?: noDo you party a lot? How often?: not really, once a year or maybe even more... I don't get invited to parties that much...Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: noHow often do you use the word like in an average hour?: I never really (like) counted (like ya know) lol. Not as much as other people thoughDo you skip classes? How often?: never really, unless I have a reason to, but those are excusedDo you have casual sex? Protected?: no, -->virgin<-- Do you steal?: noDo you wear inappropriate clothing?: for my mom, no, for everyone else under 40 yesDo you drool over celebrities?: not anymore, I'm past that kind of obsessionDo you watch a lot of TV?: only during the summer, and that's only because there's nothing else to do at 3AMDo you ever watch the News?: only when I'm forced to in school or if mom's watching it, otherwise noDo you even care about world issues?: to some extent, in a generalized wayDo you read books often?: when I get the chance to and it's a good bookAre you failing a lot of your classes?: my lowest grade in a class ever was a C+ in 6th grade English, and I still criedDo you spend most of your time with your friends?: almost every minute that I get the chance toDo you smoke cigarettes?: no, and I'm asthmaticDo you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: I don't hang out there, but I like to go there if I have moneyDo you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: I don't do crushes anymore, I think they're petty and stupid and revolving soley on looksDo you cuss a lot?: fuck yeahAre you desperate to fit in?: desperate in a to myself kinda way. I try not to make it obvious but yes, amung my friends at leastAre you intelligent?: yesThe Goth StereotypeBlack lipstick?: on occasionBlack eyeliner?: everydayBlack eyeshadow?: very often, there is an abundence of it in the bathroom and it goes with everythingBlack trenchcoat?: a coat yes, not trench... I want one thoughBlack boots?: when it's not too hotBlack fishnets?: when I wear a skirt or run out of socksBlack nail polish?: sometimesCigarettes?: no, asthmatic rememberHeavy metal music?: tool? I supposeMarilyn Manson?: on occation, when i feel like itKittie?: as in an actual animal? yesh, 2 ^_^Cradle of Filth?: um... I don't understandConstant frown and perpetual angst?: more like constant pout or :( but not always purposely. Less so now than before, and yes that applies to angst tooAre you an intellectual?: I consider myself oneAn atheist?: noHorrible home life?: only sometimesHopelessly depressed?: mostly just when I was with Gianni, not now though, Suffering with suicidal idealations?: not since I broke up with Gianni, though there was this one time but that wasn't serious, just a thoughtSelf-mutilation?: not past scratching myself and kicking a recycling bin enough to rip off the side of my toeThe Punk StereotypePlaid?: noBig black boots?: yesMohawk?: noExcessive piercings? [Especially facial]: just earsLoud, confident and opinionated?: not too loud anymore, confident no, opinionate veryWild hair colors?: just blueNOFX?: noRancid?: noWell versed on political scandals and outrages?: only someAnarchy: lol, I can't say I like our government but I am confident that if I stay out of their way and vote when i can that I'll be fineThe Jock StereotypeWhat's your IQ?: between 120 and 127Do you watch a lot of sports?: only during the olympic gamesPlay a lot of sports?: I like badminton and swimming but no, I'm fat and asthmaticTalk a lot about sports?: not reallyDo you do anything, really, but think about sports?: yesAre you arrogant?: I try not to beAre you a male or female whore?: um... no... Are you homophobic?: lmfao, that's funny, noDo you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?: noBut really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?: hell yeahBoobs = yes?: yes, i own a pair, they were a standard optionParties = yes?: do I really need to answer this again, no, no one wants to invite me to parites alreadyDropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?: no, but bill gates calls burger flipping and opportunityThe Girl StereotypeDo you spend a lot of time on your appearance?: not as much as others, but I do care about itHave you ever been on a diet?: not purposely by my own doing but yes if anxiety attacks and loss of appetite countHow much did you lose?: 35lbs I think, about that, maybe 40Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?: anxiety disorder Make yourself throw up?: noMake-up?: eyeliner, most of the time shadow, and on hot days medium powder to disguise oil on my face and the bags under my eyesLow-cut tops?: don't own any other than tanks, but I like themHow big are your boobies? [Cup size]: BDo you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: noGiggle a lot?: noWhat's the deal with boys?: I dunno, they're pretty and a good one is hard to findThongs?: skip that, commando ;) lol, no, really, noPretty bras?: I like them, but I don't have enough money to shop at victoria's secretYM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?: only for tips on how to excercise, look for colleges, and to cut out for collagesWho's the weaker sex?: lets see, you can kick them in the crotch, and they don't live as long... BOYS duh (lmao)Are you a feminist?: to a good extent, not militant thoughDo you think Brad Pitt is hot?: he's okayHow often do you shave your legs?: as often as needed to look presentableHow about your armpits?: same as above or once a week if the opportunity doesn't come up, it'll be more in the summer thoughAre you emotional?: yes, overly I've been toldEspecially when on your period?: I've never noticed signifigant differenceThis Or That [Oh, that old coconut.]Originality or Acceptance?: OriginalityIndependence or Companionship?: I like companionship but I can be independent just as easilyStability or Freedom?: a little of bothPersonal or Interpersonal?: personalIntrovert or Extrovert?: extrovertPopularity or Isolation?: aren't those a bit extremeUnique or Loved?: loved definatelyUnderstood or Individual?: bothYou or Them?: You-------------------------------------I feel nothing